Moody AF Selfie before crying a lot on the airplane Today marks 4 full months since my dad died. Since he killed himself. And left us behind. I've spent the past 4 months floating through a range of challenging emotions and although it was evident yesterday I am not done grieving the loss of someone I love, I'm ready to share my story. Our story. I'm back in L.A. this week, for the first time in 4 months. I keep telling people that I don't feel like it's been t[...]
The first time we kissed, we were laying next to each other, with the back doors of his converted sprinter van opened wide. The night sky had wrapped itself around the mountain tops and the cool air moved to the sounds of crickets in the dark. I dug through the archives to find this photo - the actual view from the van. It is the day everything changed. When his lips touched mine, my insides started screaming. It felt like my heart grew arms inside my chest and were pounding its fists against my ste[...]
Written April 8, 2018 "The most dangerous stories we make up are the narratives that diminish our inherent worthiness. We must reclaim the truth about our lovability, divinity, and creativity." - Brene Brown I managed to take some time today to write - despite my hangover. I actually had been avoiding it - feeling totally uninspired, so I decided to read instead. I'm working on 3 books right now. Rising Strong (my first Brene brown book) The 60/60 Experiment & The Artists way. I read a bible[...]
Feminists are often mistaken as "Man Haters".And because I call myself a feminist, I also like to emphasize that I love, respect and admire both men & women equally. (Feminism MEANS the advocacy of women's rights on the grounds of political, social, and economic equality to men - READ THIS) Except after my last "situationship" went south a few months ago, I've been really jaded. I felt myself slowly slide into man-hating and I started to blame eveything on men, and thought that my life[...]
Sydney, Australia Recounting past lovers of ancient days Whose remnant love left me in a rushed dark haze Some of these memories, Are hard to digest Especially when one seems just like the rest. My heart shrinks, my arteries burst My body feels drained My heart overwhelmed It seems that nothing will change I feel alone in my sorrow The only one in my boat My soul feels lost in space & my body afloat. But I realize it’s not darkness around me It’s the han[...]
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